I might be going to Chicogo for spring break!
This makes me excited! :)
I am this wall.
I feel like a wall. I’m cracking and weak, I could fall apart at any second. My paint has long peeled off and I am wrecked with holes and dents. How am I still standing? How will I last much longer? I need to be torn down and rebuilt. But how do you rebuild something so damaged? How do I change everything inside myself? It’s not possible. I don’t want to be this way anymore.
I should just be done with everyone for a little...
I think I’m gonna take a break from tumblr for a week and turn my phone off and just take some time for myself… Hopefully tonight I will fall asleep and not wake up for a few months.
nomnomrobin: I was wrong to think that this week would be any better. Because, as it seems to be already shitty. If it’s any like the week before, i honestly give up. It’s not like anything matters anymore. All i ever do is hurt people. I’m tired and don’t feel good. I don’t want to go to school tomorrow. I’d rather sit here and rot in loneliness.
It just now hit me how annoying it is when people...
It makes me super annoyed and puts me in a bad fuking mood. I’m sorry I can’t hang out at the last minute or at your convenience. But you don’t need to fucking hang up on me! God damn! Ugh.