You think I don’t give a shit about you because I tried to kill myself? Haha please. Give me a break. You think I haven’t heard that five times in the last 12 hours. Seriously, get your head out of your as and realize this has nothing to do with you. Me dying is what I wanted and i wasn’t even staying alive for myself at that point. I was living to keep everyone around me happy. So before you yell at me for doing what I felt was right, stop an think about how I am feeling. Me killing myself or at least trying was my choice. I wanted to do it.